Congrats Randy and Rook.

I use their online screen names but they know who they are. Congrats on your new bundle of joy. While you two have two other little ones and are happy to have a third I'm sure you aren't looking forward to the sleepless nights.....again. :)

I honestly can not wait till I'm able to start a family of my own. Before I can do that though I need to find a good woman. That's hard though. With so many tv shows about women and men cheating on each other, having sex with anyone they meet or drunk enough around, getting divorced. Seeing you two, my parents, and other members of my family still together gives me hope in a world that continues to depress. Even though I'm sure you have your fights, and my parents have had their fair share(I hate it when it happens, like I"m sure every child hates to be around their parents yelling at each other) and are still together I hope I can experience this one day and for a long time and not have to worry if the person I'm with will be faithfull.

I try to remind myself that what I see on TV and read doesn't really reflect the majority of Americans or people around the world but at times it does feel like that doesn't it? Think happy thoughts I guess.

Happy New Years and to many more everyone!!

Well its New Years Eve. Like every year I'm not at some large gathering or a party getting drunk and picking up loose women. Though that might sound fun its not really my thing. I enjoy the small get togethers with family and friends. As such I'm home with my family getting ready to ring in the new year.

Strange over the years this used to be a huge event for me. I loved watching the fireworks, wanting to see the ball drop but in recent years its just become another day for me. I don't really see any special meaning to it the way I see Christmas, Halloween, Easter, 4th of July, etc. I don't really know what it is. I guess I just see it as another reason for peopel to get drunk and have sex with strangers depending where they are. Since I don't care for that scene I guess the event has lost its meaning to me. Or simply because I'm not celebrating with friends but seeing as most of my friends tend to be with their family or live in other states it makes feeding off of their energy a little hard.

So I'll eat with my family, laught and have fun like I always do, watch the ball drop, stay up a little bit and then head to bed.

Happy New Years everyone!!!!

:)

Merry Christmas Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And Happy Holidays and a Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Well finals are finally over. Now is the period of depression where I have to wait for grades. Not a good feeling let me tell you. Especially when one is in a situation where they need to pass a class with a C- or a better and is short on credits already. *sigh*.

On a different note. Things finally came to a turning point at http://www.robotech.com. I've had my account made inactive. Instead of writing a long drawn out post, I'll just direct you to a thread that explains the situation. http://p081.ezboard.com/frdfhqcommunicationscenterrobotech.showMessage?topicID=760.topic My name is Effect and in the chat log in the thread I am also the person with the name Effect. There is a lot more to this situation that has gone on before but I'll post about that at a later time.

On a good note I'm trying to decide which MMORPG(massive multiplayer online roleplaying game) to go back to while I'm home for a month. Anarchy Online - http://www.anarchyonline.com is offering free accounts for the basic game for those made between Dec. 15 and Jac 15. You'll be able to play for a year or when they decide to stop it. Its a great game and I've played it before. I made an account and it should be nice for a while. What I'm deciding between is City of Heroes - http://www.cityofheroes.com or Star Wars Galaxies - http://www.starwarsgalaxies.com. Check out the links. Both where fun when I played but I stopped after their first month, each for different reasons at the time.

Well I'll end this entry here. I'll be making more over break, haven't done enough since I started this blog and I feel sorry about that. Expect a change though. :)